I thought of this I’m in the future I envisioned Yet I’m angry I’m frustrated, losing patience The want started again

Today is the same Same day I’ve had before Another Tuesday at work Still with days to go until the weekend

Told myself to look Open my eyes when I walk Started to do so In doing so something happened Something strange

You’ve already been through this Many times over It’s why you’re unfazed now You understand the moment This too shall pass

I’ve begun the spiral Round and around I go I return to the void I missed it Losing myself in it

The exhaustion is real My mind feels numb It feels heavy when I walk Movement itself feels like a chore I

You got good news The world wants more for you That’s why everything is failing You’re being course corrected To get

This morning I stopped I sat and I thought I let myself breathe I reminded myself of myself Then I envisioned

Don’t you let go now Not after everything You made it through tougher This next jump is on you You can

Why don’t you look at me Why don’t you help Why are you even asking for help You can help yourself