I got close there
Almost convinced myself to delay
Played it up to myself
Told myself it would feel better
Yea I got close…
Felt like the right thing to do
Then I thought
About how doing it now
Means not needing to do it later
You know you’re going to do it
Even if you delay all day
So you play with time
Tell yourself you’re trustworthy
That it’s ok to just rest
Felt too easy
So I knew I was wrong
I left my phone on the desk
Grabbed this journal here
and got to writing.
