Relax, you’re getting there It may feel long, but soon This ride will reach its end Another one will begin It

Chasing a feeling Chasing pride in myself To chase is to move Movement is action Action is the tool for discipline

I’m asking for a lot The weight of it is evident Before I used to just ask I’d expect it to

It’s time to recall Take a step back See the road you’ve traveled Acknowledge the challenges overcome You needed a reset

I got close there Almost convinced myself to delay Played it up to myself Told myself it would feel better Yea

I thought of this I’m in the future I envisioned Yet I’m angry I’m frustrated, losing patience The want started again

Today is the same Same day I’ve had before Another Tuesday at work Still with days to go until the weekend

Told myself to look Open my eyes when I walk Started to do so In doing so something happened Something strange

You’ve already been through this Many times over It’s why you’re unfazed now You understand the moment This too shall pass

I’ve begun the spiral Round and around I go I return to the void I missed it Losing myself in it