I’m starting to realize something
I don’t control this
Never have and never will
This goes however it wants to go
I’m a small part of it all
A small part, but I am a part
My role serves a purpose
What purpose that is
I do not know
All I know is that I’m needed
Until I’m not, I’ll become useful
I’ll push the story forward
I’ll play my role in this
Free of a desire to not be
That desire that used to paralyze me
It’s flipped in my mind
The desire motivates me to be more
In front of me is an empty canvas
I can paint whatever I want
