I know I told you to go I treated you poorly Told you it was your fault Put the entire blame

Everything about me is better I’ve returned Returned to the state I love The state of constant improvement I love it

The days are chaotic They seem to always change Always find a way to deceive you To make you question yourself

I see your training with purpose You left monotony Though you still do the same routine The added weight changes everything

Now you have to give more Hated the comfort Needed to change things for you Needed to find a new challenge

All the preparations are in place Everything is ready for you Nothing is left to do You don’t need more You

This does matter. I knew it did, that’s why I asked myself to be up this early. I want to be

You want to own all of your time you say, but when you do you have no idea how you want

Do you remember how hurt you were when you got that call? Waiting all that time, telling your plans to the

Drag yourself through the day if you have to I don’t care. I don’t care about how tired you are. I