Waking up feels different Even on a Monday I woke up knowing Knowing over hoping I hated hoping in the morning

I let myself rest this morning Felt like I needed it Didn’t have anything done yet Now I got to play

This was a theory before I wasn’t sure it would work Either way, myth or not I knew I would want

Relax, you’re getting there It may feel long, but soon This ride will reach its end Another one will begin It

Chasing a feeling Chasing pride in myself To chase is to move Movement is action Action is the tool for discipline

I’m asking for a lot The weight of it is evident Before I used to just ask I’d expect it to

It’s time to recall Take a step back See the road you’ve traveled Acknowledge the challenges overcome You needed a reset

I got close there Almost convinced myself to delay Played it up to myself Told myself it would feel better Yea

I thought of this I’m in the future I envisioned Yet I’m angry I’m frustrated, losing patience The want started again

Today is the same Same day I’ve had before Another Tuesday at work Still with days to go until the weekend