So much is done now. So much I’ve pulled through. I’ve accepted the pain that has come with the ask I

Something has taken over you now. A crazy urge to get as much done as you can while you can. You

I think that the closer I get to reaching the last day, the more my body wants to delay doing what

It wanted to slow you down this morning. It did so, for a bit. It made you believe that you were

This is the last week before you go now. The last week before you get a full week of relaxation and

It’s strange isn’t it. As tired as you are. As much as everything seems to be hurting. You still want to

Let it all hit you if it wants to hit you. Why should it matter to you anyway. You know that

You’re hurting now. All this extra training you’ve done is catching up to you. All this extra work you put in

Feel it. Feel as your heart beats faster and faster. Feel how you try and slow it down, feel when you

So now it begins for real. The countdown until I’m finally off to Mexico. Everything that needs to be taken care