Another day doing this damn charade. Tired of having to wear this mask it’s not what I want to be doing. I haven’t been training as much as I normally do either. I mean I still train

I’m not waiting today. I’m also not forcing anything onto myself today. I will do whatever I do today and I won’t think anything more on the matter. I know the trap of thinking before doing. It’s

You’re forgetting. I hate seeing it happen to you. The patterns are clear but you always fall down the same way you did before. You start to look ahead too much. Start asking yourself when tomorrow is

Just living seems to be not enough for me. I wish it was but it’s not. Something else calls to me and tells me to reach for more. The problem is that every time I reach for