It was foreign to me Now it is not Now it is reality I’m already used to it It’s lost its shine Or so I tell myself It shines at me still I’m grateful for what I

It all depends on you If you feel excited If you want to live If you want to win It’s all on you The place didn’t do it for you You are still you The environment doesn’t

Rather not worry What good comes of it I never get it right I react different than I thought To me it just waste space So many other things to think about How I can train better

Everything you face Takes the real you You can’t fake it You are struggling It keeps getting exhausting A never ending slope With short breaks over the weekend I would die doing this forever So I won’t