I’m asking for a lot The weight of it is evident Before I used to just ask I’d expect it to come But expectations quickly shifted Then I wouldn’t expect, I’d hope Hope was what I handed

It’s time to recall Take a step back See the road you’ve traveled Acknowledge the challenges overcome You needed a reset You kept moving, but it made you forget Need you to remember Where you were trying

I got close there Almost convinced myself to delay Played it up to myself Told myself it would feel better Yea I got close… Felt like the right thing to do Then I thought About how doing

I thought of this I’m in the future I envisioned Yet I’m angry I’m frustrated, losing patience The want started again Once you meet its demands It comes to you with another There will always be another