Waking up feels different
Even on a Monday
I woke up knowing
Knowing over hoping
I hated hoping in the morning
Hated that I wished to get things done
That the motivation will come to me
It has changed
Changed some time ago
Though only recently solidified
Only now do I know
It’s not forced
Even when I force myself
I go with it
I accept it
It alchemically alters when I do
Goes from a drag
To a source of freedom
My freedom lies within discipline.
