I see you struggle
You don’t want to do it
You don’t want to train
All you want to do is shut off
You wish to let go
Relax into oblivion
At least for today
“I can wait”
That’s what you tell yourself
Truth is you’re right
Not only can it wait
It’s not even required
Nobody knows or cares
If you don’t either
Then it’s done, you can let go
You can’t let go though can you
Your insides rebel
All that struggle to get here
It doesn’t care how you feel
Accept it, it’ll never end
