Stop acting like you know everything, you don’t. None of this is under your control. Not even your emotions. Feel whatever you have to feel, but don’t attach yourself to the feeling. What’s required is a decision, and a decision is best when emotions are removed from the process. You will have to change soon, you can’t go on being a fly on the wall. You don’t even look people in their faces anymore. You’re hiding away again, just face it. Open the door to the uncomfortable decision, let it be done. Move on with your life, you got things to do.
You’re not meant to have all the answers, and pretending you do is only keeping you stuck. Control is an illusion, especially when emotions sneak in and disguise themselves as logic. The real strength lies in recognizing that a decision still needs to be made — regardless of how you feel. You’re pulling away from the world again, avoiding confrontation, avoiding truth. But it’s time. That uncomfortable decision you’ve been dodging? Walk through it. Get it over with. The longer you wait, the more of your life you leave on pause.
