Nothing Else…

You don’t have to be doing this right now, plenty of time left in the day. It’s way too early, you should be sleeping instead. Recovering from the little sleep you got. We’re here though, and since we’re here we might as well go all the way. When I say that, I mean it in the sense of be nothing else. All I want to be is in two states. One where I’m actively working out, that action opens up a different mind space. I try and remain in that place, not let distracting thoughts interfere. Like me telling myself I’m tired. The other state is non existence. Acceptance of whatever the fuck it is that is this life. That’s what I mean by all the way, be nothing else.