Silence…

There’s a regrettable silence that I try and distract myself from. Every day it gets harder to be in it. I can’t sit still, I can’t do nothing. The problem is I avoid what I have to do, by doing anything else. I did it again today. I’m trying to stop right now. I’m trying to correct my course and move forward again. Yea I can’t lie the ship had a leak. We had to throw all hands on deck, we did what we could to not sink. You’ve managed to not crash, shake it off now. Get back up and get moving, any progress will help. Any progress will instantly take you out of this loop you’re stuck in.