Strange State Of Mind…

I find action easier when I have a direct goal in front of me. When I know exactly what needs to be done. Action is easy, the only thing in the way is the start. However, when you don’t know what it is you want to do in the day, action seems irrelevant. It loses its importance in my mind. Making taking action feel null and void. Keeping me in this awkward limbo of existence. Where I sort of just wait for the time to pass me by, so that I can exist for the remainder of the day doing the nothing I so badly craved doing all day. As of yet I don’t really have an alternative to this, so I’m going to try and do something against my will. Hopefully it will spring me out of this state of mind.