The Present One…
He watches everything closely and analyzes the meanings of everything said and done. He is me without even knowing it. He is so effortlessly me that he doesn’t even know he is doing it.
There is a place one can enter in the minds eye that sees behind everything. It changes how you perceive emotions and feelings, even your senses. From that place in that zone it is you that decides the outcome.
It comes with a price to enter, all you got. Whatever it is you are doing in any given moment you must be giving it all you got. It is the only method of entry into this state. The knowledge can only be attained within this state.
There is no fighting two different versions of me with conflicting desires when you are in the present, because it’s just you. The separation of yourself only occurs when you enter your minds world. When you exit this one and enter elsewhere. Where you seek chaos and everything that comes with it.
You are an extremist, an egoist, a pacifist, and an anarchist. You despise being told what to do even by yourself. You must always discover the truth to something in your own way. You trust no one more than you trust your unconscious mind…
Don’t you realize then that I am your unconscious mind? Who do you think is giving you these realizations. So trust me then, stop doubting me. You have to give it everything you have to remain there. Your pain is whenever you are not there, because you have a feeling that you ought to be there. So that creates that longing, but that same longing creates a separate reality within this reality in which you break down everything internally. You walk on the earth but you see and hear nothing. You are fully invested into that false reality created by the need to be in a place that you already were in. You take yourself out of it. No one does it to you. Every single thing you do in your life could be the most interesting thing in world if you just dove into it completely.
That is the price of entry to the top… you have to give it everything you have. Not just some of the times, all of the times. Every single minute has to be filled with intention and focus, even if that minute is meant to be on relaxation or rest. Rest to the fullest. Eat, and really eat, don’t watch something just focus on the food you are consuming. This is it, right now you can see it again. Here we go, and off you go. Enjoy it.
