I know it’s hard I know how it feels Especially how you think it’ll feel The thinking part is the worst

The day has come I don’t feel any different Nothing has changed I still train the same Still write everyday I

The day before. Tomorrow it comes The golden year The year of good luck for me Right now nothing is out

All you said you were All you said you’d do Be that, do that Be right when it’s over It’s ok

Took myself down a rabbit hole Wanted to see where I emerged At what point did I come to be I

Another page done Another journal completed Another workout today Another day at work Today still is different The day differs because

Are you watching Even after I casted you away Are you still interested in me You are the me of the

You’re already here Might as well get to work Time flows faster Or else you’ll struggle through it For that, what’s

Everything will play out right I’ll reach what I wanted Which means you’re here You always were ending up here You

The decision is not verbal You can’t proclaim it You have to act it out Your decision lies in your actions