Today I woke up as a limited version of me. I’m tired and I’m hurting, but it’s all my own fault.

This does matter. I knew it did, that’s why I asked myself to be up this early. I want to be

This one is tougher I really feel the weight now It’s only 3 more lbs? 3 is enough Enough to feel

For once things are good It’s been bad for so long I got used to it being bad Now that it’s

What you feared has passed You don’t need to worry anymore You can enjoy your time Proud of you though For

There’s still unknowns Awaiting for answers to questions Questions that would change things That would change everything Waiting is killing me

When we were apart we failed Over and over again we failed Always pointing the finger Never accepting blame Blame goes

I know I told you to go I treated you poorly Told you it was your fault Put the entire blame

Everything about me is better I’ve returned Returned to the state I love The state of constant improvement I love it

The days are chaotic They seem to always change Always find a way to deceive you To make you question yourself