Today has been long and it feels like it hasn’t even started anymore. I finished a long day of roofing at a constant pace never stopping. I took no breaks and I ate nothing. Even then I

I’m pretty sick today, haven’t been feeling good at all. Haven’t been sleeping good at all. It was my mother’s birthday today and I couldn’t even leave the bed this morning because of how sick I felt.

I don’t feel like myself. I allowed my world to be consumed. Taken over by this anger. Anger at the world. Anger at myself. Paired with a chilling frustration. One that doesn’t let me sit still. I

Figure it out. Things changed unexpected. Can’t change what happened now. You can only control you, How you respond to this. That’s all we got now. Only got answers. Anger and frustration are ok. Don’t try and