I was supposed to be resting right now. I should be enjoying the time I earned. Instead, I’m here in the gym, for the second time today, doing another entire workout. I would write about how I

The first day in a long time where I won’t ask for anything extra. Just give me a normal day. You’re already in progress now. You got moving pretty quickly. You’re further ahead than normal. You also

Even after all that, I still wake up. I still got energy in me. All I get is a night’s sleep. A sleep, then I go back to repeat, repeat it all over again. I’m used to

How does it feel. To let yourself be taken over by anger. By frustration. It’s infuriating isn’t it. How helpless you really are. That’s what happens when you leave things to others. When you leave your future