Struggling along with this. Seems to be the key lesson of this part of my story. Struggle to reach a place that you have no idea of any returns await you for your struggles. I’ve reached it

I’m tired, I’m so damn tired. My breath gets short after every rep. I feel pain throughout my body. My arms are strained. My back is sore. My muscle is torn. I’m still going through it all.

So you want to leave things for later again. I get it I get it, you’re tired. Your body is sore and injured. You have to do more every single day that it gets mind numbing. There

You’ve initiated it, now the brain has to accept that you’ve entered past the state it had you projected for. You’ve entered extra space, where everything from here on out is extra. For however many more you