Let it all hit you if it wants to hit you. Why should it matter to you anyway. You know that no matter how you’re feeling you’re going to finish what you started. Who cares how badly

You’re hurting now. All this extra training you’ve done is catching up to you. All this extra work you put in with little rest is wearing you down. Right when you started to near the finish line.

Feel it. Feel as your heart beats faster and faster. Feel how you try and slow it down, feel when you manage to slow it down. Take not and account of every detail of these feelings. Not

So now it begins for real. The countdown until I’m finally off to Mexico. Everything that needs to be taken care of will be taken care of this week. I have no extra training to do ahead