This I did expect though. I figured I was well overdue for this. It’s why I clawed my way to another

It’s not easy to walk the line. You can trip and fall at any moment. I felt like my moment passed,

I see now how hard it is for you to tell the truth. You’re very cautious of what you say, you’re

I’m tired so this won’t be the most coherent thing I’ve written. That’s on me, I didn’t have to be this

You know what’s right and what’s not. You know what’s working and what’s isn’t. You can play dumb all you want

There’s a regrettable silence that I try and distract myself from. Every day it gets harder to be in it. I

The days go on and I sink further into my cave of despair. Visualizing ends to things. Things I don’t want

Stop acting like you know everything, you don’t. None of this is under your control. Not even your emotions. Feel whatever

You know yourself, then you don’t. You go about with so much confidence, then you lose it. Walk scared. Walk like

You can plan all you want. You can have this set checklist for how your day tomorrow is going to play