I know about the unity of one
The concept that we are all god
Experiencing itself through the eyes of the many.
I know it, I’ve seen it for myself
Yet I don’t care to go back to it
I want to stay here
I want to remain myself.
I like the lens that I’m looking through.
Do we have to return to the 1
Can we not just die with our self?
Is it selfish to want that
If so then why?
Why is it selfish to want to remain myself?
Is that not what I was made for?
If I really was just made for the purpose to return to the 1
Then what was the point of it all?
Why bother creating separate versions?
Well I choose to believe in myself
Right or wrong.
The concept of unity, the idea that we are all aspects of a singular divine consciousness experiencing itself through our individual lives, is profound. I’ve glimpsed this truth and felt its magnitude. Yet, despite understanding this oneness, I find myself resistant to fully embracing it. I cherish my individuality and the unique perspective through which I view the world.
Remaining myself, retaining my distinct identity, feels more fulfilling. The thought of dissolving back into a collective unity doesn’t appeal to me. Instead, I want to live and die as my own person. Is it selfish to desire this? Perhaps, but I question why it should be considered selfish. After all, isn’t preserving our individuality part of what makes life so rich and varied?
If our ultimate purpose is to return to a state of unity, I struggle to see the point of our individual existence. Why create separate identities only to have them merge back into a single entity? It seems counterintuitive. I choose to believe in my own path, my own journey. Whether it’s right or wrong, I value my experiences and the growth they bring.
In the end, this belief in myself and my individuality is what gives my life meaning. It’s what drives me to explore, to question, and to embrace each moment. Regardless of the grand cosmic plan, I am committed to living fully as the person I am, appreciating the lens through which I view the world, and finding purpose in my singular existence.
