This is meant to be my time to talk, and I know I said what I said about wanting you to win. The thing is this is still my time right now. When I speak to you it’s because I want to speak to you, not because you asked me to.
This won’t be something that is continued for you sake, if I feel like you don’t require a direct message then I won’t give it to you and you just have to accept the words I do give to you.
The same way you are selfish, so am I.
I do things for my own will the same way you do.
Most people are fine just accepting “god’s will” and carry on with their lives, but you don’t. You are centered in your own beliefs. The idea of following someone else’s will is inconceivable to you. This causes those around you to try and lecture you as to why you are wrong and why you should just conform like the rest of them.
That line is where you meet your breaking point, for you and for others like you. You all must decide right then and there if you will continue to follow your own will, or break to the pressure that is the will of the world. Where there you will find what you once were has gotten buried deep into yourself, never to see the light again.
Or you can reject the opinions of the world against yourself. This causes you, who already had a strong will to begin with, to grow an even stronger will. You begin to form a presence in which people know with certainty that you will not coform to normal logic. That you are yourself despite the world itself telling you that you are not.
You become one of the ones that pave the way for which the world spins towards.
If others conform, it is then those who don’t that write the rules.
There is another group of people though, one that you yourself resonate with. Within this circle of circumstances lies a person that did fall to the will of the world. That lost their own will. They fell deep inside their own psyche, buried alive.
They really did try to live by the rules of the world like everyone else around them. They tried to play the actor.
Then, one day then find themselves woken up to a voice. A familiar voice. Their own voice. It has resurfaced into the light.
The voice itself becomes the flashlight within, to find a way out. To find a way to out of how things are, and onto how they want them to be.
Everything from then on becomes a game to these types of individuals. A chance at change. A chance to change things. Lights shines out of their eyes that speak more life than any soul who just decided to conform.
Change strikes fear and discomfort to anyone and everyone. Though that emotion changes in these individuals. When those feelings come up for them, it is like a calling. It becomes a way forward.
They feel that fear and discomfort to its entirety. They know in their hearts that if they really want to change things, then they must engage in the very thing that they’re afraid of. If they don’t then they will have to go back into the cave and conform like the rest of them.
Though that no longer is an option for them for they have seen the outcome, they know that a return to that cave is a death sentence. So they then realize that if that’s the case, they are already dead. Meaning every breath they take now is a new life. Every moment, no matter how many times they have done it before, becomes a lifetime.
So they continue to grow stronger. To meet their own demands, to not let themselves die in vain. They learn, they adapt.
Adaptation is the key to many locked doors you wish to see behind. Know that and know it well.
