I Choose…

I came prepared to the day I was hoping would come. That preparation allowed me to sit in confidence with what I said. I felt calm in the middle of it all, like I belonged here. This is the piece I was missing. Now that’s it’s here, there’s this layer of peace in my mind. No matter how chaotic this ends up being for me, I wouldn’t want it any other way. I’m grateful for even having this opportunity, and I won’t let that gratitude spoil. It’ll carry into everything I do for this. I want to give all my care and attention to it, so that when it’s done, win or lose, I get to say I gave it everything I had. If I lose I’ll learn why, if I win I’ll have new problems. Either way problems remain, this way I choose the problem.