I’ve waited so long
They said to just wait
It’ll come at the end
It always comes
It’s secure, trust the process
Well I did
I trusted it, and it failed me
All that waiting for a no
My brain snapped
I couldn’t control my laughter
Couldn’t believe what I did
Giving away control of my life
Waiting for them to tell me go
I wanted to stop waiting
Need to make this happen
Don’t have a choice
I know what’s back there
A long period of more waiting
There is no guarantee anywhere, so I’ll try
