I feel that resistance I was trying to avoid. In my attempts to avoid it, I inevitably brought it upon me. You attract what you think, and I kept thinking about it. Today is a day of re-calibration. Something needs to be set back into place. I feel off today, I feel as though I have no idea when anything is going to happen anymore. I thought I had an idea but I really don’t. This game is going to be long and complicated. There are many variables that I can’t account for all the time. Even if I feel that we’re closer than we’ve ever been, I don’t really know if it’ll mean anything for the timeline of this. That’s not an excuse to not try.
