Shatter them all. So many walls up right now. You’re trying to protect yourself. Let yourself go. Whatever happens let it happen. Be free of the constant effort of having to care for yourself is. Don’t attach yourself at all to the outcome. Separate yourself as far from yourself as you can. I need you to try, what else do we have to lose we have nothing. Even a loss doesn’t hurt when you have nothing they can take. So make sure it really is nothing they can take, don’t start looking for other ways to play just to continue barely playing. That’s all we’re doing right now, barely playing. We get burst of freedom through small things we do every once in a while that satisfy our desire for more. You’re at a constant numb though. You know it, you can see it just as clearly as I can. Break the walls down and let the air in. See what it’s like to wake up again.
You’ve spent too much time sitting in the dark, guarding yourself from what might come. But what has all this guarding really done? You’re still here, still feeling the same weight pressing down on you. The walls haven’t made you safer; they’ve only made you smaller.
Step into the open. Even if the wind stings, even if the cold rush of reality makes you shiver, at least it’ll remind you that you’re still alive. You were never meant to live behind barricades, rationing out pieces of yourself in hopes that you’ll never run out. That’s not living—it’s waiting.
So let go. Let yourself lose something. Let something slip away, and watch how you’re still standing afterward. You’re not as fragile as you think. You can break, you can rebuild, and in that, you can finally start moving. Because this? This isn’t movement. This is fear disguised as caution.
No more waiting. No more barely playing. Walk through the walls, step past the fear, and see what it’s like to finally feel the air rush into your lungs again. See what it’s like to wake up.
