Not About Being Right…

Just like that I flipped
I lost it
Don’t care about what I did
My concerns have changed
Now I do what I want
I do what I can when I can
I’m struggling here
Struggling to keep my mind sane
It wants to get lost
It wants to avoid all of this
So I do what I can
Right now that is dissasociation
I can’t be all there
Well I can, but I’ll break
So instead I choose to be half-there
Physically I’m there
Mentally, I’m nowhere to be found
Probably isn’t right
Who cares about being right though.