I don’t like this place anymore
This feeling of believing I deserve more had failed to leave my mind.
Though I don’t know if failure is correct.
Can it be correct if I don’t wish to be here?
I say let this feeling stay
I don’t wish to become comfortable here.
My concerns are with getting out of here
Why would I train myself in a way that makes me ok with here.
That would only play into this discomfort
Which in the end will lead to a massive character dissolution
Known as a crisis.
That won’t happen to me
I know who I am.
That’s why I’m ok with being uncomfortable now.
I rather feel this way than feel like I belong here.
I don’t wish to belong here.
I have bigger dreams that this.
Allowing myself to become comfortable here would mean accepting a reality that doesn’t align with my aspirations. It’s a form of surrender I’m unwilling to entertain. The discomfort I feel is a constant reminder of where I want to be. It fuels my determination and keeps my vision clear.
Every time I feel the urge to settle, I remind myself of the dreams that lie beyond this current state. This discomfort is a tool, a catalyst for change. It pushes me to grow, to strive for something greater. It’s the driving force that propels me forward, keeping me from stagnation.
I embrace this feeling, this yearning for more. It’s a sign that I’m alive, that I have ambitions worth pursuing. It’s what separates me from complacency. My discomfort is my ally, keeping me sharp and focused on the path ahead. It’s a necessary companion on my journey to realizing my bigger dreams.
