Now do you see it?
You can’t do a thing about it.
All that contemplation and worry for what?
For you to just go on and do what you wanted anyway.
Then what? Now you go and feel bad about it. Wishing you spent your time doing something else, anything else.
What good does feeling bad do for you anyway though?
It does nothing for you. Why bother feeling any way about it at all, it’s done.
I just don’t see the reason to feel bad about it later after it’s already done. You did what you did and you didn’t do what you wished you did, but it’s done. It’s gone.
You can continue on playing this little moral game you’re on but what good does it do you?
Your actions are enough to shut down the words you speak to yourself. You continue to speak lies and all it does is hurt your own credibility towards yourself. The one person you should be honest with is yourself and you have created a paradigm where you can’t believe yourself.
Speak no lies, say nothing at all then.
You’re better off just living your life the way you were already going to live it.
You just go into the night sitting down on that desk of yours that serves to highlight all the things you didn’t do that you said you would do.
Save yourself that morning pep-talk where you go over the list of all the things you failed to do yesterday.
Just carry on into the day.
At least that way you don’t have to go around apologizing to yourself every morning and just live life.
Look around will ya, you have a lot of life going on around you. PLenty for you to dive into. Don’t worry about the lies you tell yourself and the places you’re not in.
You are here.
You’re staying here until you tire of being here and push for something else. It’s been the cycle of your life, I thought you’d know that by now.
Worrying is the worst way to go about living life. It sucks out any room for knowledge to be gained from the situation. Just don’t stop and judge it. It is what it is. You are where you are. Know it and leave it.
You will walk the Earth much lighter on your feet if you aren’t constantly thinking about all the things you aren’t doing.
I mean sure there are a lot of things that you could be doing in order to enact the change you’re seeking, but you’re not doing it so why bother on it. If you wanted to you would, end of story.
When the time comes you’ll find your own way to do it.
You always end up doing things your own way, no point trying to copy the way of others. Doesn’t suit you.
You get your joy from life by being in it for as many minutes of the day as you can. All that worrying and contemplation does is take you out of the day.
Eventually you’ll get uncomfortable with where you are so comfortable in now. Then you will call for yourself, as opposed to demand yourself.
You can try all you want to force change out of yourself but it doesn’t work. No matter how many different ways you go about it, it just doesn’t work.
So give up…
Be what you are until you become something else.
Whenever you find yourself yearning to be something else, just do it right then and there.
If you don’t then you must not really want it, so let it go. If you do then you will, and you’ll save yourself a world of contemplation.
