There isn’t a damn thing that’s changed, I still have to workout. It doesn’t matter if the day is deemed “special” to me. What matters is what I do. What I do is always what matters the most. I know what my role is, I’ve been knowing what it is. My role is to do the things I don’t want to do everyday, so that one day I can have the life I want. There is no shortcut to what I want, I learned that lesson already. The only thing you can do is work. Work hard and always listen to yourself when you ask yourself for something. Don’t promise things you can’t keep, it only works to weaken your resolve. Do the things you promise you will do and your resolve will grow with each task done. Over and over again until there’s nothing you can think of that you can’t do.
It doesn’t matter how I feel about it. That’s the truth I keep coming back to. No mood, no excuse, no special occasion exempts me from the work. I’ve built this life around showing up, not showing off. And I know deep down, that if I skip now—just because today feels different—I set the precedent that feelings get to lead. That’s not how I operate. My discipline doesn’t celebrate holidays.
I’ve seen what happens when I keep the promises I make to myself. I get stronger—not just physically, but in my sense of self. Every time I follow through, I become someone I trust more. And that trust is worth more than rest. Worth more than convenience. It’s the foundation that makes everything else possible. The more I prove to myself that I’ll show up, the easier it gets to keep showing up. That’s how momentum is built—from truth in action.
So no, nothing’s changed. And that’s exactly why I’ll keep going. Because if my commitment wavers when the conditions shift, then it was never real. I want to believe myself when I say I’ll do something. I want my own word to be sacred. That’s how I become unshakable—by becoming someone whose promises don’t need to be loud, just kept.
