It’s not working
I search for clarity
While I fog my vision
Then I get surprised
Surprised I can’t see a thing
Lost and confused
Scared of what I might do
I’ll do what I have to
Even if it’s not what I want
I don’t know anymore though
Maybe I do want it
It’ll help if my mind’s clear
All I have to do is stop
I don’t need to know
I just need to not make things worse
Easier said than done
Time will reveal all
If this is for me or not
I won’t attach myself to it
