State Of Mind…

Changing my state of mind is the goal. I don’t want to reside in the mind-space that I was trapped in. There’s no future in there, and I have a need for a future now. I didn’t before. Before I didn’t care at all what would happen, I just cared about what was happening. Now it’s more or less the same, but with the addition of the future in sight. I know I can only do what I’m doing, but I can do all of it while imaging the future it will lead me to. So I know when im wasting time, or using it wisely. It’s not even about being smart with my time, it’s about showing myself love. Caring enough for myself to sacrifice my time right here and now, to create a new reality in which I can one day reside in. In the meantime, I can imagine myself there already.