I really don’t wanna go run right now
It’s the last thing I want to do
Unfortunately it’s the best option I got.
Staying in bed wouldn’t have worked
I wouldn’t have gotten the sleep I’d want
I’d spend that time thinking about the run.
How I’m not going right now
How I lied to myself once again.
It’s a cycle I know all too well
A cycle I want to break.
In order to break it
I have to get uncomfortable
I have to do the things I don’t wanna do.
I heard something I believe to be true now
Discipline is the strongest form of self love.
It’s doing something you don’t wanna do
For the you in the future.
Well this runs for future you, hope you’re happy.
It’s easy to fall into the trap of procrastination, especially when the task ahead is something you’d rather avoid. The comfort of staying in bed or doing something else that’s easy and familiar can be incredibly tempting. But deep down, you know that giving in to that temptation only leads to a cycle of regret and frustration. You tell yourself that you’ll do it later, but later never seems to come without a cost.
The truth is, every time you choose comfort over discipline, you’re not just delaying a task—you’re betraying your future self. That’s where the cycle of self-doubt and disappointment begins. You know you’re capable of more, but by choosing the easy way out, you create a pattern of letting yourself down. It’s a pattern that’s difficult to break, but not impossible.
Breaking that cycle requires discomfort. It requires pushing yourself to do the things you don’t want to do, even when every part of you is resisting. It’s in those moments of resistance that you have the greatest opportunity for growth. By stepping out of your comfort zone, you’re building the discipline that’s essential for long-term success. You’re showing yourself that you’re capable of more than you thought, and that’s a powerful form of self-love.
Discipline, as you’ve come to understand, is the strongest form of self-love. It’s about doing what’s necessary for your future self, even when it’s hard. It’s choosing to prioritize your long-term goals over your short-term comfort. Every time you lace up your running shoes and hit the pavement, even when you don’t want to, you’re reinforcing that commitment to yourself. You’re proving that you’re not a slave to your immediate desires, but rather, you’re in control of your actions and your destiny.
This run, as much as you dread it in the moment, is a gift to your future self. It’s a step toward becoming the person you want to be—someone who values discipline, who follows through on their commitments, and who doesn’t shy away from challenges. The satisfaction that comes after completing something difficult is unmatched. It’s a feeling of pride that you can’t get from taking the easy way out.
So, while the thought of running might not be appealing now, imagine how you’ll feel afterward. Imagine the sense of accomplishment, the boost in confidence, and the knowledge that you did something difficult because it was the right thing to do. That’s the reward you’re working for, and it’s worth every bit of discomfort you feel in the moment.
By choosing to run today, you’re not just doing something for your physical health—you’re also strengthening your mental resilience. You’re building a habit of discipline that will carry you through the other challenges life throws your way. And that’s something to be proud of. So, get out there and run, not just for today, but for the future you who will thank you for it.
