Deciding what I want huh
One thing has become clear to me
The root of my desires, they all arrive in the same car.
Selfishness…
I want to experience it for myself.
I want the memories
The experience
The woman
I want to push my body past limit after limit
I want to be the one to reach it.
I want it.
That sate that lets you glow.
One look at you and people see the shine
They see the pureness in ones wholeness.
Being entirely yourself
For the whole world to see.
Selfishness isn’t inherently negative. It’s a driving force that propels me toward growth and fulfillment. The desire to experience life fully, to create memories that are uniquely mine, is a testament to my individuality. It’s about embracing my wants and needs without guilt, recognizing that in fulfilling them, I become a more authentic and whole version of myself.
The experiences I seek are not just about fleeting pleasures but about deep, meaningful connections and achievements. The desire for a profound relationship, the push to surpass physical limits, and the quest for personal milestones are all part of my journey. These desires fuel my passion and drive, motivating me to strive for excellence in every aspect of my life.
Wanting the memories and the experience is about creating a life rich with stories and adventures. It’s about looking back and seeing a tapestry of moments that define who I am. These experiences shape my character, build my resilience, and add depth to my existence. They are the chapters in the book of my life, each one contributing to the narrative of who I am becoming.
The desire for a relationship is rooted in the need for connection and intimacy. It’s about finding someone who complements my journey, someone who shares my values and aspirations. This desire isn’t about dependence but about partnership and growth. Together, we create memories, push boundaries, and support each other’s dreams.
Pushing my body past limits is a metaphor for all areas of life. It’s about challenging myself, embracing discomfort, and finding joy in the struggle. This desire is about proving to myself that I am capable of more than I ever imagined. It’s about breaking barriers, both physical and mental, and discovering the strength within.
Reaching a state of wholeness and glow is the ultimate goal. It’s about achieving a level of self-awareness and confidence that radiates outward. This state is characterized by authenticity, where I am fully myself without fear or pretense. It’s about living in alignment with my values and desires, allowing my true self to shine through in everything I do.
The desire for people to see the shine, to recognize the pureness in my wholeness, is about inspiring others. It’s about being a beacon of authenticity and integrity, showing that it’s possible to live a life true to oneself. This visibility isn’t about vanity but about empowerment. It’s about demonstrating that by embracing our desires and striving for our goals, we can achieve a profound sense of fulfillment and happiness.
