Now I’m second guessing everything, well the good news is that nothing is set in stone yet. Things can change and be different. They can become what I want them to be. They’re not there yet. Maybe it’s ok if they wait for it. That’s what I struggle with now, the repeated contemplation telling me it’s not good enough. It’s pointless to do this. I will have to leave this mind space, I can’t carry on with it. Everything is changing whether I like it or not. I have to accept things as they come. Place myself in a new world and let whatever happens in this world not affect me in the slightest.
