Can you find the way to do it again. What was it that got the ball rolling. What pushed you to want to do it the way you did it the last time. It can’t just leave you. It can just disappear. It has to still be there. Still somewhere inside of you. That urge to want to finish everything you have to finish while you can. The need to not waste the time you have when you have it. The ability to do all you can do for as long as you can. Do you really think all this effort will go in vain? Do you really think you won’t be rewarded for everything, or even for at least something? I don’t think you believe that, that to me just sounds like something you want to believe to use as an excuse to not do what you know you have to do. No excuses, no need for them. The last thing you need is for you to lie to yourself.
There’s a certain drive within you, a force that pushed you before and can push you again. It didn’t vanish—it’s still there, waiting for you to tap into it. Remember that moment when everything clicked, when you found yourself in a rhythm that carried you through. What triggered that momentum? What gave you the strength to push forward with such determination? It’s easy to forget that feeling when you’re caught in the grind, but it’s crucial to revisit it, to reignite that spark.
We all have those moments of doubt, where it seems like the effort isn’t paying off, like the reward is just out of reach. But deep down, you know that every bit of work you put in matters. It’s easy to fall into the trap of believing that your efforts are in vain, that maybe you’re just spinning your wheels. But that’s just the voice of fear and uncertainty trying to hold you back, giving you an excuse to take the easier path. Don’t listen to it.
The truth is, every step you take, every small accomplishment, builds towards something greater. Maybe the rewards aren’t immediate, but they’re there, accumulating, waiting to manifest when the time is right. The last thing you need is to lie to yourself, to tell yourself that it’s okay to slow down, to stop pushing. You know better. You know that if you keep going, if you push through the doubts and the fatigue, you’ll see the results you’re looking for.
So don’t give in to the temptation of excuses. Don’t allow yourself to believe that the effort isn’t worth it. Trust in the process, trust in your abilities, and most importantly, trust that the drive you need is still within you. All you need to do is tap into it, and keep moving forward. The rewards will come, as long as you stay true to your path and continue to give it your all.
