Today has been long and it feels like it hasn’t even started anymore. I finished a long day of roofing at

I’m pretty sick today, haven’t been feeling good at all. Haven’t been sleeping good at all. It was my mother’s birthday

I don’t feel like myself. I allowed my world to be consumed. Taken over by this anger. Anger at the world.

Figure it out. Things changed unexpected. Can’t change what happened now. You can only control you, How you respond to this.

I’ll have to return to thought. Today I need to rediscover a part, A part of myself that I’ve been hiding.

There is a new process being born. It’s taking place inside my mind. It stems from two opposing views, Two views

You know the deal now. Get done and over with it already, please. When your arms recover, go again. Don’t wait.

A thought is the catalyst. With that thought, everything else is born. Desire, judgment, drive, then action. You desire something you

You’d run from it before. It made sense back then though. Growing up, you never lost. In everything you did, you

I won’t stop my training. I only got to train today. I regurgitate it over and over. I want to get