I can’t say I’m feeling any different today. Another day passes by and I’m just holding on. Holding on to a belief that things will get better. That I won’t be forced to work to live in

How to remain all here. That’s the question for this go around. This specific day on this short time I have to spend life. I got to remain present. I’m struggling with that even as I write

Feel like I’m repeating days, the thought of it is turning my head around and around. I hate the thought of a loop. I hate thinking that my life is going in circles. Want to move forward.

Sinking back into this mindset is setting me free. I’ve been mangling myself up with too many people as of late. I’m starting to rub off them and become like them. Nothing against them, I just have