I know what you are feeling. I know where that feeling will take you if you let it. Let me spare you the trouble. What will happen is you will think a thought about a thought that

Breathe it in. Breathe in that despair. It wants you to quit. It wants you to fall down on your face. Breathe it in… and then breathe it right back out. Understand that this is a wave.

Day.1 – Time now to figure out how to remain myself within the chaos of the day. I’ll need to find a pull up bar somewhere. I’m getting some pushups done now, I’ll get some squats done

“His funeral was last night. He said his goodbyes, though there weren’t many words said. It was his demeanor that was the goodbye. I told him I didn’t need him anymore. I told him that what he