Don’t lose sight of what this is all about just because you got some momentum going for you now. You’ll continue to doubt and obstacles will hit you again and again. Through them all don’t lose sight

Deciding what I want huh One thing has become clear to me The root of my desires, they all arrive in the same car. Selfishness… I want to experience it for myself. I want the memories The

Searching for order Causes him to fall out of order With the Universe, and himself. He questions why is here again. He questions everything. In his defense, nothing makes sense. That, he has learned now. It’s the

Early morning Gym is just about done It’s barely 5am. Right now I feel different I’m learning to live with exhaustion. I require different energy. You must do it in spite. In spite of what? In spite