Searching for order Causes him to fall out of order With the Universe, and himself. He questions why is here again.

Early morning Gym is just about done It’s barely 5am. Right now I feel different I’m learning to live with exhaustion.

Shut up, I don’t want to hear it. This is it. Just finish today what you have left to do. However

What a day yesterday was Look back at all that you did Now, let it go You are passed that Today

Life was strange to me It always was so strange. The why am I alive stung me early on The who

Rest and recovery are essential, but they are earned through diligent effort. By working hard and staying disciplined, I create the

You know the drill now. Yes your arms will be tired. Yes you won’t have the optimal sleep you wish you

His funeral was last night. He said his goodbyes, though there weren’t many words said. It was his demeanor that was

I know, I know. It’s hard. You don’t have to come complain to me because you should know that I don’t

The only reason that you feel the way you do is because you’re trying to live up to the standards placed